This third hospital stay broke my spirit. It robbed me of my humanity. Every day I felt that jail close in on me. Blood was taken 118 times without my consent. I was limited mobility in a bed that didn't fit my body Just treated like a catered being. I asked for a chaplain and mental health support. In the two weeks I was there it never happen. I mostly sat in my own misery. Tubes down my throat. Not being able to communicate. Unfamiliar with the pain that attacked my body. These wounds physically manifesting
When u get out of surgery your family doesn't get contacted
You could have just died.
As I paint the story of this recovery, over time. I will be u recognizable to u. This journey is different
My heart aches reading this. You deserved so much more. You are loved.
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