grateful and finally home

imagine the worst pain you been through.  emotional, spiritual, and physical together.  i can only say that this week gave me a great wrestle with DEATH,  Just like when you take your car in, they find something else wrong.

bionic heart, check
intestines are slow, get that fixed so u can eat, check
your heart isnt beating right, we are going to shock you, oh, and out you to sleep, check
your nose is fracture, check
your head got split open, 3 stitches, check
tooth broke twice, check
6 IVs, check,
multiple of blood when i wasnt eating (ever 15 minutes, poked for blood for 12 hours, do the math), check

still not eating...
tired as fuck
cant move, but happy to be home.
thanks to all the homies who had my back and were present or showed up.  I am happy every day to be alive.