there really are not any words just the lived reality that I will start feeling overwhelming sick for no reason.
Last night I was trying to do work and just was overwhelmed by waves of the wasting of my autoimmune disorder.
i had to sort of lay down and center myself
and as nausea tried to overwhelm me with pain everywhere, I just fought through it.
thinking the whole time that I have to always be ready that I am in the fight for my life every day.
As I take back parts of my old self I have to realize that I am not well.
some days I will have to take a time out.
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