one of my mentors has been reading up about my auto immune disorder. yes, it can kill me. that is totally possible. I had to ask him to stop going down that rabbit hole bc it is a scary path to go.
in the past month my body has wasted away another 15 pounds that I was not trying to lose.
if it is muscle mass, then we know it is a connection to the disorder. and it is also harder for me to manage that I cannot control.
Im not doing a good job with stress/work management. That is on me.
As I prepare for another Doctor visit monday, I hope I can do a better job.
That I can get in front of the disease that potentially wants to take my life.
you have to do things afraid.
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